August 04, 2004

i am like feeling confused and fustrated... seriously i was asking myself whether it was worth it... and this mark another point in my life when i look at the sky and ask for an answer it funny isnt it.. i ask him i am only 22 why did make myself suffer so much shouldnt i be like all 22 having fun and doing stuff that they like, i am really do stuff that i like but it jus that i feel like a failure when it comes to stuff that are emotional...

maybe i really haven mature enought yet... it like what people say in chinese (if u can bring it all the way up then u should be able to bring it all the way down...)

drowning myself in music(what i do when i am really confused,flusted,sad)

there always a plus point even thought how bad my life can be.. i learn how to ride a bike today.. yaya... score for me.. it like fun when u drive a bike.. the feeling is completely different when u drive a car and a bike it like freedom and it in your hand. the cool wind blows pass you and you feel like your flying... it jus day3... 27 more days to go....

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