February 07, 2004

whao at last i am back at my sweet home and bed...

monday went abck to camp.... very long never see 42.. so it was like at last we are back.... but more was to come and sigh...

tuesday... alot of news came thru.. there gonna be alot of stuff to do this week from wed onwards there gonna be outfield til like friday... sigh... had to settle vehicle issue damn sian because it like alst minute so there was alot of problem....

wed i still haven took over any vehicle yet.. sigh because we didnt inform them early so the vehicle was late.. and it took some time to set up the vehicle and load everything into the vehicle... well some lesson was learn and it was quite valuable... we went for vehicle navigation and it was fun always to be on the bronco the only sad thing was usually when it comes to washing the vehicle... spent the night at field we learn how to larggard and the team got to do some recce that night... lol i heard they were almsot caught that night.. the place they were recce was quite well patrol and it did almost prove fatal....

thurs it was even more tiring for us... we learn camoing for the vehicle we did it like for 5 times.. assembling the camo and removing it as well.. it was like endless.. but i was glad because we did it.. yesh we did it in the time given.... then we were ready to move out but... the sky wasnt too kind for us.. on our journey back to camp.. it started to rain.. and it was liek sigh.... no choice we back drencth in water and i was like feeling cold.... thank god there isnt much to do on firday.

friday it was like nothign to do except for some vehicle navi during noon and a 5km walk... the day ended with mixed feeling.. sometimes i look at my men and the reason they give for doing something stupid is quite unreasonable...

sat BOOK out and here i AM!

i though i grew up and i though i realise what i did wrong in the past, but actually i didnt, i am still a sucker who does admit his mistake and just stupidly carries on what he does.. i must GROW OUT OF THIS!!!!

i talk with her today... it was a good chat.. i was reprimanded by her again.. i really dont get it.. people scold me i will shoot back.. she the only 1 i know that can keep my mouth shut... it like sigh... i also dunno man... but basically i had a nice chat with her... wel i hope she will find her job soon though....

gonna CHIll...

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