January 21, 2004

Well it the eve of new year. everything going by so fast when it comes to new year. yesterday i went to william farm, had a farm reunion dinner there it was great, well during the time there i had a great talk with will, it help abit in deciding what i should do, then came AH PEK ang BAO, it was a huge one. well i am gonna prepare to go genting and have a family reunion dinner at my aunt house... we do rotation as in when we go whos houses..it more fun...

Sigh past week i have been bitching whether i should give up or whether i should carry on til now i still cant get a conculsion it that hard..... hahha... anyway i got quite upset when she told me she going to his chalet for 3 days.. wonder what they will do there... hummmm my imagination is too good to be true sigh... yesterday i told her i wanted to go see geomotrist to see my palm sign guess i gonna dump that, it no fun when everything is revealed so i guess i will just do i need to do then, had a great talk with my mum today.. it been awhile since i talk to her so she poured everything out.. sigh it quite sad when you know your mum gonna die and there nothing you can do about it.. guess it countdown til my wedding and my bros maybe another 10 to 14 years....

sigh it quite bad to say all this stuff to dampen the mood anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
i think i have already found a way to solve my relationship problem... i hope it the correct way...
no regret...

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