January 30, 2004

today went to will farm.. hang around there and brough some bbq stuff... ya i am bbq guy, i know of the stuff from bbq to bbq.... dudh. well past week seem like a breeze... playing game the whole week seem like a total waste to me. but what the heck, there wasnt anything better to do, er hmm maybe i was just lazy.. haaa...

well well....

my weekly blabbering: well i still realise that to give up and let go is damn hard.. haha.. now i even realise that i realli hate ppl who cut their sms.. damn rude.what am i saying? well it like u were smsing then suddenly the opposite end doesnt repley so what does that mean man? it like ur chatting mid way thru the phone and u suddenly hang up, at least have the courtesy to say; hey i am busy now, chat with u some other day, damn i really hate the feeling of hanging in the air. sucks big time!

i realise i dont really have a good friend i can really talk to... some one i can pour everything to... somebody who i can concide to.. haha maybe it my brother i spent most of my time with him, and we share most of ur stuff... the other day i saw my cousin they were fighting over toys... and i wonder did me and brother did those thing when we were young? i guess not, if we did we would still be quarrel over little stuff... well it good to learn how to share when we were young.

i guess the friend who be this blog... i am rambling to the blog pouring everything out to him, hahaha how i wish i was in my sec school day i am a friend whom i can talk and speak to as we grow up our distance grew apart as well... sigh... it sad. maybe i will ask him out one day.....

tommorrow gonna go watch chingay and take photo. gonna be kiasu and go there early to book a nice front row seat.... god please.... dont rain.

to someone: take care, i dont know what i am doing.. haha sometimes i feel we will be like best of friend for the rest of our lives....

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