January 28, 2004

it funny although i know i should give it up.. but the though him hugging her and sleeping together turn me off and mad.. i really dont know how to handle it.. but i hope for best for her, if u ask me if i want her back the answer is yes, but she wans to be let go... so let her be sigh... i really dunno what her position with him... it confusing me and i am wondering if i am thinking too much... is she really on her own....? is she trying to carve something for herself? sigh... shes paying her own bills... but that i am not too sure... i am still wondering why she haven ask me to transfer the name to hers. or leo....???

confused and confused... well at least i am letting go bit by bit.. and i hope she not playing with fire.... well god bless...

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