January 02, 2004

020104 1030.
the night before was terrible, i miss her alot and i cried aain, seems like tears are free now adays... it seems like my heart is dying slowly... there would be a point when the pains stop and i stop loving anymore, i feels that it coming... my attitude changing rapidly nowadays. i am like getting more sia lan(ignorant+arrogant).... there would be a point when it die, i am like just counting the days towards it... i wanted to hear her voice last night... and i keep having nightmares of her and her ex together making out... it turning me pyschopath.. my mirgaine is back that back news... it should means i am under stress... i haven felt it a long time...

my cheerfulness is gone melachony accompanys me everyday...

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